My Vices

Oh yeah, yeah because you can't bring Everybody into your purpose If you're gonna hold on to unhealthy Relationship It's gonna contaminate your destiny It's gonna upset your future Look I've got my vices Girl you got a role to play These nights are getting cold and You don't wanna be alone So girl I'm just a call away Look I've got my vices That I wish I could just roll up and smoke away But when I'm left alone I be feeling like I just don't belong It get dangerous When my mind goes roaming Hoping I might find some help But life got tough and no one noticed I just had to toughen up Tough it out All your rough days Made your boy tougher now Seen a lot of rain and thunder My head been in the clouds But still my life feels hopeless It feels like I'm on pause It's like I'm stuck or frozen Learned I thrive alone But I still get lonely F*ck that focus I been Feeling like a Black sheep, Shogun, Ronin Don't need help I just keep going Look I got battle scars But I know I'm not broken Life is hard But I done came this far So I just might be chosen This my coup De Grâce Shit baby girl this the curtain call Cause I've got my vices And girl you got a roll to play Oh these nights are getting cold And you don't wanna be alone So girl I'm just a call away Look I've got my vices But this time I don't care who know it This time I won't miss my Solo chance to go off Cause I've been itching for a minute To get up, up in my feelings And I think it's time to show off And baby I got steam to blow off That's the gas I drove off Peace to the leeches I broke free from I must believe that it's my season I must believe that all them seeds I sown Gone grow and I'm gonna reap them And I know That a nigga gotta go and change his ways up Cause I can hear the pastor preaching I'm fighting a generational curse Can you pray with me Cause baby I got demons Problems one through 12 were tough But now I got 13 reasons Got me reaching for my drugs Some night I want to smoke till I start breathing different I think I need healing distance I'm trusting in God's timing He's gonna fix it So trust ima just keep rhyming Nigga it's a must that I just keep fighting Even in a cage, you couldn't bottle my lightning I take pride in the fact that I don't care if you like me Just know that shit ain't sweet I like my shit spicy Oh I hope In the end It will all make sense So I promise I'ma just keep trying Ain't no way I'm debating about the way I be writing It's my time but I've got my vices Do you know the role you play When the night gets way too cold And you don't wanna be alone Girl I'm just a call away Look I've got my vices And girl you got a role to play These nights are getting cold And you don't wanna be alone So girl I'm just a call away