Heavens Gate

I'm at Heavens Gate Trying to ask god how to navigate everything How to be me in a world so stressful How to stay sane How when, debt is lookin like a mountain How when, crowds don't care for your sound and How when, you're so clouded with doubt and How when, friend death tolls still counting How when, PTSD is pounding How when, negativity surrounds this Illusion that you can do this Know you can, f*ck them, go prove it How when everyone around me's losing? Using excuses and choosing Useless shit like drugs and booze it's What I did too, instead of music But now I'm ready for change Stay the same, what makes me Gabe Chasing greatness on that stage Not sure how, so I turn to pray Now I'm at Heavens Gate Trying to ask god how to navigate everything How to be me in a world so stressful How to stay sane when the sane ain't restful I'm at Heavens Gate Praying to god for a better me everyday Where do I go when hope gets murdered? Won't get further without getting hurt worse Won't get further I'm at a medic bay Laying on a table steadily dying Light shines through when the angels crying Take your hand, I don't need no guidance! I've seen better days Fields of green grass that carry me every way Wind blows through when the coast is sober Hoping life don't lead to nowhere Nah, they better be ready When I leave here, I'ma come back heavy Let it be clear, I'ma hold my lady Call my moms and give to my baby. And you never know What a second chance and a better home Looks like 'Til your touching sunlight Thanking god for saving your life Thanking god for saving your light Still not knowing which path is right Now, I'm at Heavens Gate Trying to ask god how to navigate everything How to be me in a world so stressful How to stay sane when the sane ain't restful I'm at Heavens Gate Praying to god for a better me everyday Where do I go when hope gets murdered? Won't get further without getting hurt worse Won't get further Without getting hurt worse I'm at Heavens Gate Trying to ask god how to navigate