Under the Grapevine

I open up my eyes Five-fifty-eight a.m. Still got two minutes right before I start the day I'm staring at the walls They're staring back at me They ask me "how the hell did I just walk away?" I see my reflection I don't know who I'm looking at I'm trying to understand with nothing left to say I close my eyes But lie awake And suddenly I'm sitting Under the grape vine With my heart out in front of me I'm trying to reach you Cause I don't know what to do When will I love again? Myself or someone else? I can't shake this feeling That there's nothing I can do I think I'll try To give it time I walk alone again Below the evening sky Buildings and trees around me shimmering in gold And going through my head Are things that I could've said They never seem to end so I try to let them go Don't know if I believe but They say time heals all wounds Just keep on living life and let it all unfold I close my eyes Breathe it in And suddenly I'm sitting Under the grape vine With my heart out in front of me I'm trying to reach you Cause I don't know what to do When will I love again? Myslef or someone else? I can't shake this feeling That there's nothing I can do I think I'll try To give it time I'm lying alone with this pain in my chest and I'm thinking of you And I'm dreaming of when you will finally come through