What The Hell

What the hell am I supposed to do with Everything that I have planned My life's already stressful I can't keep up with my schedule I don't even understand Am I ready for adult life? What comes first, relationships or careers? My plans are unorganized Love or music, I can't see it clear I'll find out once I go to BC And see all of my friends Even that one that I sang about Around the time she graduated Making life decisions is not all it's cracked up to be But one thing I know is that everything is up to me What the hell am I supposed to do with Everything that I have planned My life's already stressful I can't keep up with my schedule I don't even understand How the hell am I supposed to work when Lately, I've been so confused I'm so lost on what to do What the hell am I to do Why even bother making plans for something When you know it's never gonna happen Should I go with a different approach Or should I go out there and take some action Got a part-time job at something Taking orders from everyone Working all these hours I don't think it's all that fun Alright, no more distractions, let's take it easy from here I got a list of the things I want to do Some research will be helpful too So I can have a better understanding of my life and then Compare all the alternatives so I can get the hang of this I gotta use my brain to help me plan all of my strategies Since I'm planning out my whole life Eventually I'll get a wife And then her and I will have two sons Named Gabriel Jr. and Grayson Or should I name him Mason Or should I name him Jason It's too early to think about that I have to do some waiting What the hell am I to do