Hold On

I can't believe I'm in this place again In desperation as my world caves in In quiet speech I scream I need something But nobody hears me I use distraction as my only friend I'd say I'm fine but then I'd be pretending Is there something coming on the wind Or does nobody hear me? I need a grace I can't take this pain much longer I try to forgive myself but I'm not that strong Why can't I reach you God am I a goner? Tonight just give me the strength to hold on I can't believe I'm on the edge again Underwater I can hardly swim Come up for breath get pulled down again This is all that I am Surviving is the only way I live To thrive is to feel loved every now and then But right now I'm just trapped in my heart's prison Is this all that I am? I need a grace I can't take this pain much longer I try to forgive myself but I'm not that strong Why can't I reach you God am I a goner? Tonight just give me the strength to hold on ohh ohh ohh ohh I need a grace I can't take this pain much longer I try to forgive myself but I'm not that strong Why can't I reach you God am I a goner? Tonight just give me the strength to hold on