The Reason

I'll give you the reason I act like I do If nothing here matters Than neither do you It ain't true No it ain't true When I pick up my shame, and throw it down the drain It returns as a waterfall Soaking my brain It needs change Oh lord knows it needs change When I wake up and the weed and the alcohol drains I'm just left there to dry with the gravest stains On my mind on my soul What the hell am I doing What the hell am I doing When I died in the foothills I left it for the plains I was guided by the sight of you With nothing to my name We'll be okay Oh honey I promise we're okay When we were young and we couldn't see through all our fears We were both unaware there's much more than here More than money More than church What the hell are we doing What the hell are we doing And when we dedicated our whole lives to something that we did not know We tried so hard to trick ourselves so we would never feel alone But they don't know That I found my home With you Don't go chasing waterfalls Live this way or not at all Golden gates are waiting Sick of all this chasing After all the journal notes All the songs and all the show There's so much I want to do My home is with you