Be Without

Bill collectors they calling State of NM said they sending a warrant $160 From 2017 Four years later still not quite the celebrity I thought I would be Back in 2003 This shit went from a dream Into self therapy Add in some edible weed With joints I find me some peace Still can't quit the beat Not ready to say I failed not to reach What I wanted marijuana to calm me down when I'm mad I feel like I'm falling far in a hole in the dark getting dragged Spending hours in labs Ever since a teenager Mind twisted up like the wires on the rug my dogs play on I stayed in progression moving forward and fell in love Nobody stayed closer while I continued to pluck Away the guitar strings getting free from bedbugs Dealing with the emotional wreck that I've become It's all about love It's all about money It's all about drugs It's all about money It's all about love It's all about drugs Can't live with out love Can't live with out money Can't live without drugs Can't be with out love Can't be with out money Cuz it buys us all drugs Foot swollen so my morning routine was different today Decided to make music let my foot elevate Feeling like I wasted time sitting still for so long People tell me to rest but then nothing gets done ADHD since a youth self medicated PTSD came in with a full on invasion Symptoms went away once the music was made Now a numb grown man roams New Mexico State Living day to day feeling blessed but still missing Performing to a crowd but the covids out here killing I can't believe the last 15 years flew by Then again I spent most of it getting so high Vision blurry or is just the smoke in the sky Wild fires burning everywhere the southwest fried Air quality polluted mixed with ambers and ash The other side of the country under hurricane blasts It's all about love It's all about money It's all about drugs It's all about money It's all about love It's all about drugs Can't live with out love Can't live with out money Can't live without drugs Can't be with out love Can't be with out money Cuz it buys us all drugs