Taking Too Long

Finally, I have time to sit in the lab Put words to my feelings let the smoke enter fast Release the negative edible sedatives medicated devils lettuce lives In my closet L-E-D lights illuminate canopies Whenever the mad man in me Is ready to act irrationally I sometimes lose my temper That's why music is needed see I've never been a quitter but I've been fired so many times For speaking outta pocket and acting so un-wise 100mg gummies along with bong rips keeps me level headed wavy riding gravy trains in bliss No more ghosts or faces in the smoke engulfed in only hope Cleaned up like foaming soap Beamed up try trekking stars Levels passed so long ago But I swear it was the wrong way Been making music so long So many people forgot me Was once a rising star But now no one is watching Was once a rising star But now no one is watching Maybe I've been doing things wrong Maybe I'm just taking too long Maybe it's just everyone else Maybe they just ain't catching on Maybe I'm just wasting my time again Maybe I don't see it that way All I've ever had was these songs Make em just to give away Can somebody tell me where I'm messing up Maybe the dream was all wrong Since I never wanted to sell my soul Hollywood or art I chose the latter Held jobs like they were dipped in butter Forgot to add the eggs and badder Sometimes being a failure is success tho Peaceful life in the desert No more drug houses south of central Don't miss that time at all Only the crowds but they'll be back And it's still possible for me to place the last piece Of the puzzle no more muzzling my hustle struggling Is a fact of life Had to stop guzzling the 40 bottles and the fifths No more blunts made the switch Only joints and bong rips A few dabs and eddies to peacefully coexist With all the madness that lives The sadness dies, resurrects But comes back with revenge Once again rotations Over and over like it never will end That's why I try to be happy Even when I'm losing Maybe I've been doing things wrong Maybe I'm just taking too long Maybe it's just everyone else Maybe they just ain't catching on Maybe I'm just wasting my time again Maybe I don't see it that way All I've ever had was these songs Make em just to give away Maybe I've been doing things wrong Maybe I'm just taking too long Maybe it's just everyone else Maybe they just ain't catching on Maybe I'm just wasting my time again Maybe I don't see it that way All I've ever had was these songs Make em just to give away