Brandy, Paper & Strings

Today, I woke up before the sun rose above the sky I have been a few hours away from home tonight I'm watching the rain blurring the window by this seat Without even knowing where this trip is taking me Today, I don't even know if I'm happy or sad If I'm satisfied or glad about the life I have There is brandy, paper and strings on the desk As my eyes gets closed, my head takes care of all the rest I always think of all The choices I’ve made, the times that I had to just move on Without figuring out if all that I’ve done was right or wrong I felt traped in a hole with nobody’s hand to hold But I think I liked it This is the worst part, I liked the darkness I was living in Don’t call me insane if you are not able to understand Just leave me and my thoughts all alone, we’ll know what to do Night comes, and right in front of my eyes I watch my sleep awake And it is not coming back, I haven’t sleep in days These roads, I never saw them before but I keep driving on I think I do understand, I'll never come back home My heart is beating as fast as I watch every city light While I drive my life after all things went not allright But I understood why sadness prevail in changes Because someday all good things must come to an end I always think of all The choices I’ve made, the times that I had to just move on Without figuring out if all that I’ve done was right or wrong I felt traped in a hole with nobody’s hand to hold But I think I liked it This is the worst part, I liked the darkness I was living in Don’t call me insane if you are not able to understand Just leave me and my thoughts all alone, we’ll know what to do