Integrity vs. Despair

Yo yo yo yo Man oh man man man Prioritize self care, conquer your fears Keep it real with myself Do I really belong here Teacher telling me stay in school Don't be a cashier I fear Yeah, I fear I fear a future where I wasn't accomplished Numbers stay in the gutter never poppin' on Datpif Persevere stay away from the fast food kitchen I struggle with my emotions and battle my own religion Doctor give me coping skills I don't know how to use 'em And she trying to convince me Gabriel take some medication I'm too stubborn to admit that pills might be the right solution So I sit back hoping I won't have to see an institution Imagine growing old and regretting your whole past Life was so unfulfilled now you're laying in a casket You lived long but your life was so jejune I'm so worried about the world down under Fruit of the loom They say try to find your purpose I don't seem that easy Trying to put my life together makes me feel uneasy Life get real uneasy I press on know it get easier Might as well cuz days I know they can't get any rainier Ready to turn around can't be down when I'm a senior Integrity and Despair, I'm hoping my days get brighter man