Reality

I'm not scared of getting older, but I'm scared of getting tired All these people make me wonder, what is life all about Stress, anxiety, and fear come, am I leaving everything behind They tell me I shouldn't think too much, but these thoughts are always in my mind I am done with just pretending, all this thinking is not driving me crazy As soon as the sky's clear, and I start to settle, reality hits me, oh here comes the battle I'm saying goodbye to the sounds in my mind, I'm gonna chill, breathe, and figure it out Yeah, well the truth is, at times I feel blind, but this is my life, I say what it's about If I had you here with me, I guess I wouldn't feel alone I wouldn't mind growing older, if you were closer than my thoughts Sometimes I sit here and I wonder, what's the point of being scared Yeah let's be real, it gets hard sometimes, but there's good times coming up ahead I am done with just pretending, all this thinking is not driving me crazy As soon as the sky's clear, reality hits me, I've done this before now, I'm ready for battle I'm saying goodbye to the sounds in my mind, I'm gonna chill, breathe, and figure it out Yeah, well the truth is, at times I feel blind, but this is my life, I say what it's about Wake up, get dressed, gonna play some chess, cause I woke up fine and for that I'm blessed Even if I tried my best, yet I made a mess, it's alright, I'll get some rest Okay, let's go, I'm gonna go outside, and although it's been hard to always feel alive it's been worth every tear I've cried, so for now let me just say I'm saying goodbye to the sounds in my mind, I'm gonna chill, breathe, and figure it out Yeah, well the truth is, at times I feel blind, but this is my life, I say what it's about Yeah