Can't Get Out Of My Mind

I'm sounded by these walls that I built up to protect My heart from being hurt by The people I suspect Will reject So I build my facade Subconsciously projecting all my pain behind a mask I get nervous when they laugh Are they laughing at me? Paranoid by this man I can hardly breath Searching for relief from this tormenting despair I hate to believe that it seems to me that nobody round me cares Is it fair to say that I feel alone Isolated without a home Paralysed in my mind but I can't find my way out Yo Trapped inside this mind of mine I need a light to get me through life Help me to see the other side But right now I can't see I'm blind Aight Help me to see the other side Cause right now I can't see I'm blind Who am I To define Could it be that I believe a lie I need help to learn to cry cause I don't know how but I don't know why I can't get out of my mind I can't get out of my I can't get out of my mind I can't get out of my I can't get out of my mind I can't get out of my I feel like nobody gets this Nobody understands What I feel right now Cause the way that I'm feeling Feels like I'm sinking down to the bottom of the oceans ground Am I gonna drown? Or will I survive? Even though I'm breathing now doesn't mean I know what it means to feel alive I aight shy but I feel afraid I don't know how my life got this way I'm over tired of feeling this pain But I don't know what to do with the mess that I've made I need saving form this place of inner hell Jesus if your real I believe that you can help Cause I'm addicted and inflicted by this search for inner peace I look everywhere for acceptance and affection for relief A relief from all this pressure from the fears I'm not enough But deep down the truth in my heart is that it's longing for that love A love that know who's I am In the deepest parts of my soul Cause I got nothing left I can hold But I don't know where I can enrol To a place where I can let go of all my pain and all my control Even though I know I'm breathing My heart feels like it doesn't have pulse I can't get out of my mind I can't get out of my I can't get out of my mind I can't get out of my I can't get out of my mind I can't get out of my I can't get out of my mind I can't get out of my I can't get out of my mind I can't get out of my I can't get out of my mind I can't get out of my