Never Enough

I am waiting around for a hand to pull me up I am caving to the sound of a world crashing around me Expecting another chance But I'm back here once again I know that I wouldn't trust me Swallow the sound just to break free From the wrenching fact of accepting That I was never enough Stuck on the other side of a wall that separates you and I When I feel like I gave everything my all But our love ran its time And a piece of me died When what we had dissolved Crush my heart into the Earth I'll live with the pain Tell me what I'm not worth Use me for your gain I know it's not healthy and I know I'm not fine I just wanted you for myself one last time Swallow the sound just to break free From the wrenching fact of accepting That I was never enough I'll hold you close until I'm hurting Wash away the past of a burden You closed me off from your love Lie to me one more time Words that cut like a knife Severing all our ties Knock me down again I still come crawling back to you Intoxicated by your hue I'm addicted to being used It makes me feel like I'm enough