Trying to Swim

Why shed a tear when the rain keeps falling down? Keep trying to swim but it feels like I might drown The birds on my doorstep ain't singing no happy beat They just keep on Laughing, laughing at me Even the buzzards cry  When the dead are gone Jesus turned my blood to wine I'm drunk to a body that isn't mine The world keeps spinning Faster and faster Without me The world keeps spinning faster The birds on my doorstep They don't teach me to fly How could they know that All I wanna do is get high  Buried in air but the irony Of it is... Let down your fear So I can hold on To something I can feel Even the buzzards cry  When the dead are gone Jesus turned my blood to wine I'm drunk to a body that isn't mine The world keeps spinning faster and faster Without me The world keeps spinning Faster and faster