The Hardest Part (feat. Aisha Fukushima & Khingz)

And this is the hardest part Finding our way through the dark Your love is the spark Let's go from the start And this is the hardest part Finding our way through the dark Your love is the spark Let's go from the start From the ashes of our homes The passion in our bones This madness we have known All goes to catacombs All we hold is memory All we are is centuries of energy that molded everything From thoughts and prayers To places we have settled We created, then we jetted Don't know where we are headed Still tryna stay connected I'm a refugees son, that had to learn how to run Who struggled to express it with a colonizers tongue I once made peace with the place that we come from Before the war drums beat again My people move their feet again We've only known what freedom is in moments of this life Moments we hold precious, so much they become our guides I'm finding my way out of the darkness again This trauma and pain lives in our body and brain And we can't work through what we can't even explain There's ways that we can grow But we may never be the same And this is the hardest part Finding our way through the dark Your love is the spark Let's go from the start And this is the hardest part Finding our way through the dark Your love is the spark Let's go from the start Lord knows I grieve well Well, well Pull my car over, let loss feed me my medicine I always mean well Well, well But feeling trapped when I trap ghosts inside my head again We had extra passion but compassion was on Dexatrim Who I was with her will never get my breath again Who I have become is who I've been invested in Invest in him, he tryna give my best See me as I really am, and not as you expect But I must do the same And I been looking at our movement through a fugue of pain Torn between where I am wanted and I'm needed since they're not the same I hope I'm not insane I just wanna love him I just wanna love you Wanna love them For you to feel me When we not touching Only rap was easy Everything else took some struggling And I'm not running And this is the hardest part Finding our way through the dark Your love is the spark Let's go from the start And this is the hardest part Finding our way through the dark Your love is the spark Let's go from the start