Conversations With The Self

We don't even argue anymore Since I can't get nothing by you In this lifetime I feel like I don't even know you anymore You are a mystery to me for-sure And I can't let these problems Be the reason I apologize Here's the quickest part Just close your eyes So you don't cry tonight And pray for me I might lose myself If you don't pray for me And when you do Would you ask for All this sin to stay away from me It is desperately chasing me I feel like it's erasing me And I can hardly wait for you So you're going to have to wait for me (So you gon' have to wait for me) And we don't even argue anymore I feel distant and it's something That I've grown to like You could have walked out that door Never would have noticed Would have noticed you left Cause I put shit in motion Calibrated each step I put my love in you Hopelessly the moment we met You said you've never had it True, I give it to you Respect Overthinking shit I'm grieving for the hell of my past I want balance baby Ain't no point to min Then be maxed I keep praying Hoping one day All my feeling's be Blessed again But I know time is only healing me I've got people trying to drain My energy That shit is slow I see a problem here I'm not one to procreate Look at what your partner did Only here for benefit This shit's like a can of worms So how am I to manage this My world has been through Many moons And soon the stars align to it Soon the stars align to me I've been branching off an olive tree Hanging off my balcony