Saliva

Been depressed since before I rapped Witnessed consequences of my flawed ways in the past Difference is now that I got ahead i'm stacking cash Actually it's more like getting heads and packing grass On the mic i'm a different kind of animal A rhyming cannibal some even call me Hannibal Watch i'll beat your skull in with your own damn mandible My bars reflect my mental health; not understandable Sick in the head weak in the stomach Lettuce got me higher than the peak of a summit Everybody watching no one helps as I plummet Keep your eyes down don't tell no one you done it Paralyzed by the fears in my head Tears in my eyes when I think of the dead Imma take the bodies out back to the shed Say a prayer for the blood that's been shed (And then) Tell the devil never call me again What's any of it worth in the end Believing in god to at least have a friend Believe in yourself or at least just pretend That'd be the best, no need to be depressed Confidence back watch me drown in success Still quite a mess but with bars i've been blessed My words hit your dome like a bullet to the chest I try to keep it abstract business Of emotion been deprived for a minute I write the type of shit to make you grimace Life's a race death the prize when you finish