Exhausted

Girl, you break my heart each time You be telling lies I've been drinking every night on a decline I remember getting drunk underneath downtown streetlights When I was young, I just want to fit in just to see what it'd be like Just to see what it'd be like Now I know that's not for me All this shit inside I'm bottling Running through my head like constantly This shits so exhausting And it never gets better I've been smoking backwoods 'til my chest hurts Sometimes wish I never fucking met her Got her on her knees yeah Imma bless her Lifes full of regrets I know it I feel this pain, but I don't show it And I was hoping they would notice So, I've been waiting for this moment, yeah To tell you that I'm sorry If you see me laying face up in a coffin All that fake love yeah, I knew it was dogshit Trying to gaslight me I swear this shits toxic And I Just want to have a good life Until I say goodbye And right now, I feel so damn high I'm so close But so far From the goals that I want to reach, yeah But I've barely touched the surface And I know that And ain't shit certain Remember waking up every single day hurting Now it's bad bitches on my line I'm curving I'm so close But so far from the Place that I want to be, yeah