Rational

You see this smile on my face It don't mean i'm not in pain It's not easy trying to hide these demons Day after day It's hard to be rational I want to take flights international But I'll have to pass I'm stuck in the past With emotional baggage though It weighs me down It's easy to say that it doesn't when you go and break me down Right when I decided that i couldn't stay you hate me now Your words are like bullets you're aiming that gun And you take me out You drive me insane to get a reaction You said that I'm crazy how I like to think I'm an optimist How i came up from the rocks and shit I got more green than a botanist I see everything I'm an oculus That's why I'm quick to drop a bitch I'll hop on a stage and I'll rock the shit Use it as fuel I'm a rocket ship Let's go let's go I'll blast off You f*ck with me now girl back off You didn't want me when i wasn't nothing But right now I'm building a castle I know I'm an asshole Honestly I really don't give a f*ck I'm doing this for the family F*ck everybody else I'm leaving them in the dust You see this smile on my face It don't mean I'm not in pain It's not easy trying to hide these demons Day after day It's hard to be rational I want to take flights international But I'll have to pass I'm stuck in the past With emotional baggage though You see this smile on my face It don't mean I'm not in pain It's not easy trying to hide these demons Day after day It's hard to be rational I want to take flights international But I'll have to pass I'm stuck in the past With emotional baggage though It weighs me down