I Don't Wanna Be in My Body

I don't wanna talk about it The things I shouldn't say I can't even imagine Where to place the blame I've got bad expectations Of things that are to come History repeats itself Will you be the different one? Take a look inside my brain Know that my real name is doubt I wear my heart on my sleeve The only place it's safe and sound I don't wanna be in my body I want a place to hide Stay with me overnight Leave my death behind Be in my body Try mine out for size Behind these deepened eyes I left my life behind, I left my life behind I don't wanna see you lonesome I don't wanna be alone Don't close your eyes and go numb I can't fix a broken home I've laid down all these don'ts And I still don't know what to do And I just want my family And I need someone just like you Look at the clocks on every wall I know the time is running out I wear my heart on my sleeve The only place it's safe and sound I don't wanna be in my body I want a place to hide Stay with me overnight Leave my death behind Be in my body Try mine out for size Behind these deepened eyes I left my life behind, I left my life behind You've given me all of you That I don't wanna have And my health defines me But I was dealt the worst hand My life has been built on mistakes All parts of me are used But I can change that in the end I don't want any part of you And I don't wanna be in my body I want a place to hide Stay with me overnight Leave my death behind Be in my body Try mine out for size Behind these deepened eyes I left my life behind, I left my life behind