Never Have

Keep my cool, a simple request I'm tired of options but I don't want rest Parts of me need some time alone But I don't want you to ever go My heart beats faster, but I can't tell why I know nothing but names and goodbyes Hello baby, your name's on my mind But I don't know much about your life Yeah, I don't know 'cause You don't come around I'm always unsettled You make me nervous But you keep me level You're someone that I can't grasp Let go, I never have The same but so different, the past is a blend Future and present, isn't it all pretend If time is a construct, I'll build mine around you There's nothing else that I'd rather do But spend my dollar on the things that you want But I can't get that chance if I don't know you enough Open up to me, like I am to you And if you can't, then just tell me the truth If I just want you Then please come around I'm always unsettled You may make me nervous But you keep me level I'm finally here at last But you're someone that I can never have Oh, when there's nothing left I wish I could turn to you I hope in time of need, you could rely on me too I want you near through everything 'cause when you're here I'm filled with hope And I want nothing more than just to hold you close And everyone knows You don't come around I'm always unsettled You make me nervous But you keep me level So I want you around I'm always unsettled I can't help but be nervous And you keep me level I know I can't let go of that But you're everything that I could never have I could never have you in my life Oh no, never, never