If I had a choice

If I had a choice, I'd be a girl, just for a day You would love me as I am, without convention tearing me apart I'm not what you used to think of me Give me all you got so I got the chance to feel again These hips don't lie, but these lips don't tell the truth Bloody hands, death unto the youth I wanna be pretty, strong, quick, and witty Wanna be a little bit of everything to you Everything you think of me, I want to know And I want to show you that everything you think of me is true Let me be puddy in your hands tonight If I had a choice, I'd be a girl, just for a day You would love me as I am, without convention tearing me apart I'm not what you used to think of me Give me all the drugs you got so I got the chance to feel again Obsessive and oppressive, cut the dialectics Criteria's connected, diagnosis ineffective I broke the mirror, now I'm staring through myself Trying to find anybody else Identity's a cage you were born into Natalie, you're dead, my dear, Lovie, oh I miss you You were by my side when I didn't wanna start to begin with Let me be puddy in your hands tonight If I had a choice, I'd be a girl, just for a day You would love me as I am, without convention tearing me apart I know what you used to think of me Give me all the drugs you got so I got the chance to feel again I don't wanna think, cause I don't wanna be Left out in the open with a broken heart bleeding Shattered like a stained glass window Cut me open, I'm not your DIY project When faced with consequences, festerd wounds left untreated Put down your bat, 'cause I'm the dead horse that you've been beating I take my Adderall with ecstasy and alcohol So yeah, I'm just a little bit cynical If I had a choice, I'd be a girl, just for a day You would love me as I am, without convention tearing me apart I'm not what you used to think of me Give me all the drugs you got so I got the chance to feel again