BASTARD

I got producers askin' for verses Rappers askin' for beats Rappers askin' for verses It's holding me on a leash A robber how I'm dispersin' this Person up on the sheets I'm kickin' this shit for free So I never take off my cleats Loud behind my back But in person they be discrete A closeted vegetarian Ain't really 'bout the beef If you're really feeling static You should cop yourself a fleece Give 'em a group of jellyfish and Make like a tree Shit inside my lungs like the Sap in the lumber Once I'm out this bitch I'm changing Snap and my number There's a lot of shit about me y'all Aboutta discover But when I'm up in the clouds Gon' be no grabbing my thunder Nothing pissed me off Like the crap with my brother Think he let it fly 'cause he got tired of having to cover Shit, I lost a lot of sleep I'm talking half of the slumber And that is not an influence I have to be under It's a different kind of pressure when you're Movin' in a way that matters to 'em I'm thinkin' 'bout the other shit I Know I'd rather do and Try to block the bad hallucination Change my attitude Try to find a ladder just to Boost my latitude Makin' chops like ratatouille That's the shit that matters to me They want me in their cycle, Man I know I'd rather do me I need a view outside the window Starin' at the boonies By then I'm swimmin' deeper With the sharks without a buoy They told me I was different This the proof I could never figure out how they were Movin' so aloof Think before you pick the lane in life You wanna move, 'cause the Moment you can win is when you Got a lot to lose, 'cause I was supposed to drop my soul and Write for the news Kissin' shoes by the day, by the Night sippin' booze Livin' life in the rain Strugglin' n' clingin' that's pain That ain't the life that I choose