(DO NOT USE) Messed Up

[Verse 1] Didn’t take very long after meeting you For me to make a move Less than a week And I told myself not long before That I had to focus on school And any involvement with a girl I would not seek [Pre-Chorus] But when you showed up All the self-promises And plans i made Went straight out the window I had the courage to start this But I went about it all wrong I’d never done it before So I didn’t know what I was doing [Chorus] If I hadn’t messed up so bad If I would’ve made up my mind If I would’ve accepted your offer Instead of telling you a lie If I wouldn’t have let my doubts Convince me that I knew best If I wouldn’t have listened to my head Instead of what’s in my chest If I hadn’t messed up so bad If I’d taken more time to think Then I wouldn’t be tearing my hair out Regretting every word I spoke If I wouldn’t have pressured you in the first place Maybe this would be fine But I messed up so bad And I’m mad ‘cause now we’ll never know All because I messed up [Hook] Messed up Messed up Messed up All because I messed up [Verse 2] Had an image in my mind Of where I wanted us to be But I tried too much ‘Cause being inside of a couple Was something I’d always wanted to see But I don’t know why I was in such a rush [Bridge] When you weren’t ready I wouldn’t stop pushing you Then when you came to get me I backed off with some lame excuse Now my heart is heavy And I wish I had told the truth But I guess now I’m living proof Of the regret you feel When you know you messed up [Chorus] If I hadn’t messed up so bad If I would’ve made up my mind If I would’ve accepted your offer Instead of telling you a lie If I wouldn’t have let my doubts Convince me that I knew best If I wouldn’t have listened to my head Instead of what’s in my chest If I hadn’t messed up so bad If I’d taken more time to think Then I wouldn’t be tearing my hair out Regretting every word I spoke If I wouldn’t have pressured you in the first place Maybe this would be fine But I messed up so bad And I’m mad ‘cause now we’ll never know All because I messed up [Hook] Messed up Messed up Messed up All because I messed up