how can i forgive myself

[Verse 1] How can I forgive myself? I keep fucking up the one good thing I have At any one time How can I forgive myself? I don't appreciate the one good thing I have As long as it's mine [Verse 2] How can I forgive myself? I keep losing track of what I really need My lane is green, but I don't proceed How can I forgive myself? 'Cause clearly I don't know what's good for me