i'll be waiting right here

[Verse 1] Three in the morning There's a party upstairs Crashing and banging Playing musical chairs She would've loved it She'd be up until dawn Just my idea of a nightmare [Verse 1a] Didn't matter that we wanted different things Even if she's playing a set of different strings The ones on my body still long for her touch Wonder if I'd be asking too much? Wonder if I'd be asking too much... [Chorus 1] I know I wasn't easy to deal with I see why she up & disappeared But in case she comes back to me I'll be waiting right here [Verse 2] The part of my brain That makes serotonin's Been disabled for months now I miss her holding me gently Telling me I deserved it And I was making her proud [Verse 2a] I've been determined to escape my pain Going round and round in circles but it's all in vain I should never go back, 'cause it's some kind of crutch Wonder if I'd be asking too much? Wonder if I'd be asking too much... [Chorus 2] I know I wasn't easy to deal with All my nervousness and all my tears But in case she comes back to me I'll be waiting right here [Chorus 3] I know I wasn't easy to deal with I see why she had to disappear But in case she comes back to me I'll be waiting right here [Ending] I'll be waiting right here I'll be waiting right here I'll be waiting right here