sick of myself

[Intro] 2021, yeah [Verse 1] Always a hater, never a lover Why they getting all this clout? Always the quiet one, never the rager Why they turn it up so loud? Always the rain man, never the sun Identify as a thundercloud I let anyone ruin my day But I'm the only one in my way [Verse 2] Always a no-man, never a yes-man Why nobody getting in touch? Always a killjoy...damn I don't like myself that much And I could be better, if I wasn't bitter But I never let shit go I let everything kill my vibe And now I'm kinda dead inside [Chorus] Am I sick of the world Or am I sick of myself? What are the chances The problem is everybody else? Am I doomed for all eternity To carry on the way I'm hurting me? Am I sick of the world Or am I sick of myself? [Verse 3] I'm undiplomatic My behaviour is so erratic They tell me don't trip Then I lose my shit I wish I wasn't so dramatic But I, I can't get past it I'll make a mountain out of a sandpit Blowing everything out of proportion This kind of living is torture [Chorus] Am I sick of the world Or am I sick of myself? [sick of myself, yeah] What are the chances The problem is everybody else? [everybody else] Am I doomed for all eternity To carry on the way I'm hurting me? Am I sick of the world Or am I sick of myself? [am I sick of myself, yeah]