/ˈhēliNG/

I've been healing I know one day God You will heal me Crying out asking God if You can hear me Yeah I know Yeah I know Yeah I know That You'll forever be with me I know You're with me Yeah I've been healing Lately realizing that I've been the villain Victimizing myself In order to deal with this pain that I'm feeling Jesus come save me cause I cannot save me Constantly self destructing I'm addicted Substance abuse Man I thought I quitted Feel like Jermaine I was born a sinner Holy Spirit I need something different I ain't been able to sleep in a minute Barely been able to sleep for a minute The tears on my face Feel like I'm suffocating I said Jesus come save me cause I cannot save me Swear I was this close to being far from saving You were always there patiently waiting Lord I confess to You that I need You daily I've been healing I know one day God You will heal me Crying out asking God if You can hear me Yeah I know Yeah I know Yeah I know That You'll forever be with me I know You're with me Ain't make a song in a minute They must've though I was finished God told me He wasn't finished He told me to speak to the children Boy I realized it's my mission I've just been wondering How I'm supposed to Preach to all these kids When I ain't feel like living Fighting depression I hope that I win it I know that my God has a plan I receive it Swear I ain't done But the devil do think it he sending the opps But it ain't really faze me Holy Spirit by my side I ain't tripping I spoke to God Told me I'd always been him Said that He got me Compensating for the lack of my wisdom If I'm being honest l I wouldn't have made it if it wasn't for you Call it a work in progress Cause I've been healing I know one day God You will heal me Crying out asking God if You can hear me Yeah I know Yeah I know Yeah I know That You'll forever be with me I know You're with me