Existential crisis

Don't ask me again No I'm not okay Don't look into my eyes You don't know my name You don't understand You don't have the answers I'm questioning faith Don't know what to say Sometimes I'm in anger Just another day Been wanting to escape Imma take a nap now I'm grieving myself For how much I've changed My parents don't get me They think it's a phase I know they've been praying Like I got a disease I still have my friends Some don't understand Feel like they don't know me anymore I'll welcome you to my existential crisis 2 Days I smile the 5 other ones I'm crying I'm here with you we realized that we've been blinded I'm 22 but that's not when it all started Don't wanna go crazy I find my ways To keep myself busy When I stop and think My life isn't great It ain't easy They listen to saints Don't use their own brains Just copying behaviors With fingers of grace They point at my face Still say that we're neighbors Am I gonna risk? Just wanted some peace How am I still breathing I thought I knew shit but What am I doing What is my purpose How big can I dream? How much will I ruin? Don't think I believe it anymore I'll welcome you to my existential crisis 2 Days I smile the 5 other ones I'm crying I'm here with you we realized that we've been blinded I'm 22 but that's not when it all started I'll welcome you to my existential crisis 2 Days I smile the 5 other ones I'm crying I'm here with you we realized that we've been blinded I'm 22 but that's not when it all started I've been fighting for a truth I don't believe in And I'm tired of this lie I have been living Still got things that give me strength to wake up every morning But sometimes I do get sick of my own mind