Killing myself

Guess I am killing myself But I am doing it softly I am my biggest enemy I'm in need of some help Guess I am killing myself But I am doing it softly I am my biggest enemy I'm in need of some help My head is sucking all my energy But I'm still doing things that make me feel alive Sometimes I miss having some synergy I wanna feel a heartbeat matching mine But I'm still having independent thoughts Can anybody handle my flaws? I make you think that I'm a boss But literally I am just lost Guess I am killing myself But I am doing it softly I am my biggest enemy I'm in need of some help Guess I am killing myself But I am doing it softly I am my biggest enemy I'm in need of some help Una lengua no es suficiente Intento buscarlo mas nadie me entiende Miro ayer y recuerdo Miro mañana incierto Mi pasado era tan bonito Lo miro hoy y tiene mucho sentido Miro mi vida y la quiero cambiar Sería más feliz en otro lugar Guess I am killing myself But I am doing it softly I am my biggest enemy I'm in need of some help Guess I am killing myself But I am doing it softly I am my biggest enemy I'm in need of some help But I'll be what I ought to be And my dreams will be chasing me And one day I'll clear this smoke I'll finally find a place of hope But I'll be what I ought to be And my dreams will be chasing me And one day I'll clear this smoke I'll finally find a place of hope Guess I am killing myself But I am doing it softly I am my biggest enemy I'm in need of some help Guess I am killing myself But I am doing it softly I am my biggest enemy I'm in need of some help