fooling me

The only one fooling me is me I tell myself these lies Trickling in my head Some days I shut them out But others so loud The roaring waters Drown my focus and my sight Rip out these thoughts Plunge them deep into the well I won't ever face them Treading water enough to stay afloat Storms have cleared and now I know, I know The melody I heard was guiding me to shore The churning ocean of my fears has calmed The only one fooling me is me I tell myself these lies Mumbling in my mouth Some nights I shut them out But others so loud Flashing terrors Choke my clarity and ease Spill out these thoughts Pour them out into the earth I won't ever face them Treading water enough to stay afloat Storms have cleared and now I know, I know The melody I heard was guiding me to shore The churning ocean of my fears has calmed (The only one) (Trickling in my head) The only one fooling me is me I tell myself these lies The only one fooling me is me I tell myself these lies Trickling in my head Some days I shut them out But others so loud The roaring waters Drown my focus and my sight