This Time (Outro)

Memories fill up my head And if I could Take 'em out, set 'em on fire Then I wouldn't This time the s*** gon' be different What you said This time we'll make it a mission In your bed As if that was s*** that could save us, aye Remember when you were my angel, yeah Remember when we were against the world baby Remember when you were the only thing playing When you are gone it feel like I am crazy Maybe I already was, yeah Masked behind feelings depression Maybe you were my savior, only thing lessen Lessen the voice in my head Telling me you were the one that did me wrong, when I am dead I hope I remember it rightly Better than how I can write this, aye Better than time in the night in Contrast to sleeping right next to you, you by my side and Remember the things I was telling you All of the things you was telling me Wondering if each were lies, I'm surprised at the contrast going on within my brain One minute and I am in love with you then at the next minute I cannot talk to you, swear it's insane My bucket list ending up happy Suicide on the backstreet Tragic ending if you ask me Happy endings take a backseat Happy endings take a backseat This real life got me sappy Look to the sky and then I get to asking God you really up there and just laughing Know that it could be a blessing Or lesson, regardless the knife here is twisting within me and this is depression Feeling so strong I hope you get the message If Gravity was love I'd lace the form and function Endowed with mutual respect and faint seduction, aye She's blushing knowing that it's something, previously believed in nothing And if my memory serves, she looks like Eden pre consumption With the models and a message of heavenly treasure Something to cherish in this life so you can face the weather And to get better it was never a matter 'bout whether Or levers leveraging each other just to face the nether When I was lonely I forsook the world to ash and toil Fires burning, torches taking turns my bloods to boil In feverish and hedonistic paradisal dream Believe I found the true meaning of what Gravity is And my attraction wasn't accident, believe in matter And that of action has reaction it leads to the latter That every look and every passing we make ain't mistaken Resembling the heavens circling Gravity