Addict

I think I've forgotten the sound of your voice Your eyes are a blur but I still hear the noise Of my crying all night on the kitchen floor Cuz you didn't want me anymore I stayed like an addict Through every conflict You pulled away from me Put all the blame on me But I was an addict I caved like an addict You flipped the whole script You threatened to break up But I wouldn't hang up Cuz I was an addict For you For you For you I was sweating, shaking, I stayed out of sight Now we're ten months over, and I won the fight I beat every instinct to pick up the phone And ask if you're happier alone I stayed like an addict Through every conflict You pulled away from me Put all the blame on me But I was an addict I caved like an addict You flipped the whole script You threatened to break up But I wouldn't hang up Cuz I was an addict Now you're fading from my mind But I still hear your spineless lies Really thought that I would die When you left me behind I begged for one last try Your lips convinced me every time You thought that I was blind I saw it all and I Came back like an addict Through every conflict You pulled away from me Put all the blame on me But I was an addict I prayed like an addict You flipped the whole damn script But I know the truth is I just made excuses And I know I'd do it Again after I quit Cuz I can admit it Now I'm a recovering addict I think I've forgotten the sound of your voice Your eyes are a blur but I still hear the noise