Self Conscious Baby

Maybe I'm too smart to be sane Or overdramatic I hate myself I'm tragic My mind's a loony bin I say I faced the storm But I just made it rain Tears turned my cold cheeks warm I can't escape the pain Self conscious baby I'm the mess I made I do everything wrong And now I'm fading Butterflies can't see their wings And I let mine burn Cut your jokes into my wings Am I wise or am I cursed I can't even read Cause I relate to bipolar I don't know so I'm free Keeping the truth afar Self conscious baby I'm the mess I made I do everything wrong And now I'm fading Self conscious baby I'm the mess I made I do everything wrong And now I'm fading I'm fading I'm not even smart or cool Let's not talk about my looks They say everything I touch is gold But to me it feels so cold What more do I do to be enough I just wanna be enough Will I ever be enough When will enough be enough Self conscious baby I'm the mess I made I do everything wrong And now I'm fading Self conscious baby I'm the mess I made I do everything wrong And now I'm fading Oh Self conscious baby Oh