burn

I was asked where I saw myself in five years Months ago I would've said with her I'm losing sleep and winning streaks Bored to death and I can't eat Writing songs that no one will hear Searching for something to fill the void Talking again but I'm not talking to boys My family asks me how you are I lie and say yeah it's been hard Distance really brings us down They don't know you're not around What I still don't understand Is how you could treat me like a stranger in the crowd Do you still think about the night you wanted to ask me out Got too scared till the morning I could never remember the date But you saw me as your fate And I took you by the hand Got too close, when will I learn But you are my favorite burn Yeah I talked to your mom on the phone Deep conversation about how I've grown But did I lie? I can't tell My friends say that I have been through hell But you seem fine as far as I can tell What I still don't understand Is how you could treat me like a stranger in the crowd Do you still think about the night you wanted to ask me out Got too scared till the morning I could never remember the date But you saw me as your fate And I took you by the hand Got too close, when will I learn But you are my favorite burn Will I never get to see that town again Brick roads all fade to black Letters from the old you hidden under my bed Have to remind myself the person that you were Is dead what I still don't understand Is how you could treat me like a stranger In the crowd