Turn Out

(I've been) Waiting for the train to come around again But it doesn't no it doesn't no Waiting for you to figure it out again But you won't though you'll never know I stumble home drunk Say bye to my friends But we know how this night ends I hate your mouth The words it says And what it does to me If my body was a show Well you found out it sold out Arrogance drips from your lips Well you've seen me cry the last time I found a note Three words you spoke Words I didn't write but I wish I would've known Dig in your heels Deep in your feels You can't hold my hand because you're changing the gears It's been a long, long time Thinking you'd turn out It's been a long, long time (You've been) Waiting for me to calm down again Cuz you asked me to I've got to You're un-phased and unaffected I wasn't used as directed no It had to go right Ignored the signs We weren't perfect, you and I You say I'm the best Then go to bed While I cry on the other side If my body was a show Well you found out it sold out Arrogance drips from your lips Well you've seen me cry the last time I found a note Three words you spoke Words I didn't write but I wish I would've known Dig in your heels Deep in your feels You can't hold my hand because you're changing the gears It's been a long, long time Thinking you'd turn out It's been a long, long time Praying things would turn out I've been praying things would turn out I've been praying things would turn out I've been praying things would turn out State lines, airlines Receipts to coffee Spoon feed you empathy until you're full Well I don't have that luxury the words you say just get to me I know it's not the same for you I guess that I'm reaching Backseats and dead beats Switch off your feelings I am still reeling at the fact that you can do that I sang my favorite songs you listened for so long What'd you do that for? What'd you do that for? Cuz in the dark I saw a spark And I followed it Right off a cliff and I Thought I'd convince You and I At the same time That we would turn out I thought we would I prayed we would You said we would I pray this is not a thing you do a lot I pray, I pray No one heard that prayer It floated up in the air At least I'm trying Cuz you'd be lying At least I'm trying Cuz you'd be lying If my body was a show Well you found out it sold out Arrogance drips from your lips Well you've seen me cry the last time I found a note Three words you spoke Words I didn't write but I wish I would've known Dig in your heels Deep in your feels You can't hold my hand because you're changing the gears It's been a long, long time Thinking you would turn out It's been a long, long time Praying things would turn out