The Box

I never said it But you must have felt it I was embarrassed With you hand around my waist And as you held it I couldn't help it I was thinking that I couldn't Stand the way you would taste But you can come over We'll kick off the covers With the weight of your body Goes away the weight of my brain Finding safety in your freckles I think I recognize the colors From all the shoulders of all the boys that I used to date But what if this is how it's meant to feel This is the shape, this is the deal It doesn't fit in the box I've made And tell me, is that what it means to get older You're sweating but I'm feeling colder With my head in your face, I don't feel any type of way Should I turn back or wait You left quickly today Baby it's Sunday You should have asked me if I wanted A coffee or some toast Or for you to stay Were you comfortable last night Did I have the right pillows Do you think that this could be A home you could make Don't you forget my embrace When you try to f*ck her today I hope you imagine my face When you fall into bed Cause I've got a lot on my plate And I want a family some day Are you gonna give me my way Or can I let go of this chase But what if this is how it's meant to feel This is the shape, this is the deal It doesn't fit in the box I've made And tell me, is that what it means to get older You're sweating but I'm feeling colder With my head in your face, I don't feel any type of way Should I turn back or wait Baby I think I should apologize For being on your case Thanks for the try, but I'd rather die than go another 20 years in this space But what if this is how it's meant to feel This is the shape, this is the deal It doesn't fit in the box I've made And tell me, is that what it means to get older You're sweating but I'm feeling colder With my head in your face, I don't feel any type of way Should I turn back or wait