Almost Had It

We almost had it but I messed it up I wish I didn't, wish we were in love Made some decisions I'm not proud of Forgave me anyway You forgave me anyway These are the lessons that I ran from I'm not a child, just acted like one It was the hardest pill to swallow That maybe I'm part of the problem Pushing and pulling you every day Pushing and pulling you every way Pushing and pulling you every day Pushing, I'm pushing you by mistake By mistake I've been pushing you far away Thought I knew just was what I needed Ooh I was wrong, I'm depleted Shouldn't have pushed you out of reach I feel so bad about it I'm bleeding Not literally, figuratively, but you know what I mean You know what I mean Time passes by, flowers you got me now are dry Representing you and I, no more water keeping us alive No more No more No more Pushing and pulling you every day Pushing and pulling you every way Pushing and pulling you every day Pushing, I'm pushing you by mistake By mistake I've been pushing you far away We almost had it We almost had it, woah We almost had it We almost had it, woah We almost had it We almost had it, woah We almost had it Pushing and pulling you every day Pushing and pulling you every way Pushing and pulling you every day Pushing, I'm pushing you by mistake By mistake I've been pushing you far away