happiest birthday (demo)

The sky is gray There's no one around to ask me if I'm okay It's my birthday But I think I'll just stay home and watch some TV You know I hoped you'd call Tell me everything is forgiven That you wish me the best And that maybe we could go back to being good friends But if you hated me I think I'd understand I'm kind of a jerk since I got what I wanted Sometimes I feel like an inconvenience Promise if you despised me you would tell me But you know what I do feel free Knowing you forgot all about me If you wanna know, well, today's my Happiest birthday Happiest birthday It's okay The sun's back out now The storm is gone but here I stay On the floor of my living room Wondering if you'll pull through today You know it hurt a bit When I saw you didn't text me But I got over it I think I'm over you, finally But if you hated me I think I'd understand I'm quite the mess since I got what I asked for Sometimes I feel like a no-good fake Promise if you despised me you'd tell me But you know what I do feel free Knowing you forgot all about me If you wanna know, well, today's my Happiest birthday Happiest birthday Yeah Today