The Edge of Lonely

Standing at the edge of lonely Remember when they told me "Nothing ever lasts" Thinking is the bottom rocky Or will I land softly Oh god what a drop Spiral thought, to jump or not A crowded room, we gravitate I feel my hurt dissipate I make you laugh, I take the bait Wondering if I should wait Together dive into the deep Risk your heart and jump with me Standing at the edge of lonely Remember when they told me "Nothing ever lasts" Thinking is the bottom rocky Or will I land softly Oh god what a drop Spiral thought, to jump or not I understand, you hesitate The cliff is steep, I stay patient You quietly reject the deep Except my body that you'll keep You got so high with the climb I thought it was different this time Standing at the edge of lonely Remember when they told me "Nothing ever lasts" Thinking is the bottom rocky Or will I land softly Oh god what a drop Spiral thought, to jump or not Maybe I'm just a good friend and f*ck And my leaving for Cali was just your luck An excuse to drift before I stuck Cause I'm too much Maybe you wanted me in early days But when I showed you I'm willing to stay My baggage isn't worth the weight You'd rather slip away Standing at the edge of lonely Hoping you would see me And embrace the drop Thinking is the bottom rocky Or could we land softly But we'll never know Guess I'll throw the dream below