Happy Birthday To Me

Gonna cry on your birthday Really on your birthday Pull yourself together, this ain't your Worst day Your special day is especially important The day we skip, time zones extorted The Day we stuck air-ported Reese's for cake it's more than, enough The loss of your first Love The day of your first hug The day we have to skip again, we'll save the love Disappointment for dinner. expectation's high Never do that, to yourself you must lie Put Excitement in disguise Keep away from your eyes Annotations of congratulations create connotations of agitations A consistency of Mediocrity made expectations an atrocity You couldn't wait a day You couldn't wait today You had to make that play You play I'm Laying awake It's a cursed day I'm foresaked Oh this is oh so great And Birthday shout outs make me want to shout out Because my self doubt, concludes A reroute My newest bout to not pout Happy birthday to me Don't you want to celebrate, make up for lost time No, because this day was always Sublime Though my teeth on cake grinds When school bells would chime When Wanting more was a crime But now your youth's in its prime So you can have it, it's fine No you don't understand Don't take more than my hand That part of my mind is Banned Against my program Don't want my soul damned So it's my face in the wall Slammed To stop my brain being jammed You couldn't wait a day You couldn't wait today You had to make that play You play I'm Laying awake It's a cursed day I'm foresaked Oh this is oh so great And Birthday shout outs make me want to shout out Because my self doubt concludes a Reroute My newest bout to not pout Happy birthday to me If they ask me if I had fun I'll say yes I'm a man and they don't deserve stress