The Rage

The pain I feel inside of me Has been festering for long It resides deep in my soul Since I was a little boy It comes and goes during the day It goes away when skies are blue But it hurts me back with raging force When looking back to my childhood A skinny boy at an early age When the pain made me aware The weak and nice are held at gunpoint So better get your fun as well The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear Hold the line the end is near How can I feel so strong some days And then crumble to my knees I careful step from rock to rock But the shame runs underneath When your pain runs so so deep You live playing hide and seek You wrap your days in a routine You hope the memories won't win Decades of whispers on the couch Seeking peace with my own ghosts Have done nothing, not a fucking thing The rage is here, the anger is real The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear In the darkness of my fears And I tried, and I tried And I tried to leave it all behind Away, for good, for you And I tried, and I tried And I tried to leave it all behind Away, for good, for you The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear The rage is here, the anger feeds my fear My hands are clean my mind in tears