Brother

Maybe one day Ill make a few million Make the bands stack up till it hits the ceiling Your the only one who knows how I'm feeling Momma opened up a scar and its not healing Momma always called us her little Angels Little did we know we'd see hell from two angles Falling into ruts that we can't just can't untangle Sometimes it's just more than me and you can handle All these girls playing with our heart strings We thinking maybe it's just one of our things No brother that's just what our minds think Our life's are so different yet so in sync Sometimes I feel like I know you more than you do Your not alone I understand what your going through I know brother it can be really tough for you But just know brother that I never gave up on you Stop thuging I do not care I know sometimes life just ain't fair I keep on talking to mama but she's just not there It's a sad reality that we both share Trust me life ain't fair to me Maybe we both should seek therapy But therapists just sit and stare at me I feel out of breath with no air to breath I used to roll over and sprawl Fall over take a bunch of Tylenol Our maybe if I want some Adderall You know what screw i'll take them all Just to stop the headache from it all Slow my dreams down to a crawl Cause it the only place I picked up the phone when momma call But I had to learn to catch myself when I fall I don't have any friends That's what happens when you see the world through a different lens I've sacrificed my soul to the paper and the pens Hoping I could right songs and make amends I know as teens we never really get along I tried to call but you didn't answer so I wrote a song If you think that your a loser then you're dead wrong I always looked up to you please stay strong Cause I'm scared one day Ima wake up and get the call that you passed away And ill be looking at my brothers grave Thinking to myself about the mistakes that I made All the love that I never gave So I ask you just once to please stay I know what's its like to be depressions slave I just wanna know your ok It was easier when we were younger When we was happy and still had a mother But no matter what at least we have each other After one of us goes there won't be another Even the worlds tryna drag me and you under They'll try to keep us down and make us suffer But I'm not scared of the lightning or the thunder Cause not matter what ill always have my brother