I've Loved You Since I Met You

I've loved you since I met you never showed it until today Cause I've watched you since I met you I watched all the games you play I've helped you through your breakups but you were the one to blame And even if you were a golden girl you don't feel the same Been a great friend for years, we spent a lot of time together Girlfriend or not I always pictured you around forever Since middle school we went through hell and back and through the never But these feelings got outta hand and I never say never But I know this is a waste of a chase, I'm too much in this girls face But I can't help it cause I fuckin' love the chick but hate her bitch ass At the same time as I'd make her mine I'd leave her for better cause she's worse but the irony is that I've loved you since I met you never showed it until today Cause I've watched you since I met you I watched all the games you play I've helped you through your breakups but you were the one to blame And even if you were a golden girl you don't feel the same I bring you medicine and soup if you're sick I hope you know the loves legit and I'm not just tryna give you some dick Cause I know guys like that it makes me fucking sick Matter fact, I was once a guy like that: a straight up fucking dick And an idiot to let these thoughts consume me Cause time and time again you've proved to me that the only thing you won't do with me Is me, myself and I and to not make commitments that last until we die And I can't lie to your or myself, even if we dated it would be like a fucking living hell A wedding ring would look perfect on your finger But I guess it'll look just as good with a different dude I've always tried to be the best that I could, do the best that I can But in the end I'm not your man and the irony is that I've loved you since I met you I've loved you since I met you never showed it until today Cause I've watched you since I met you I watched all the games you play I've helped you through your breakups but you were the one to blame And even if you were a golden girl you don't feel the same