Bully

Thanks for the number. I appreciate it Hello, my friend it's me again, just calling for the first time, to hear you again All I want to say is that I'm sorry, that I hurt you this much, that I made you this lonely I know my words don't matter now, because you're infinity high yet 6 feet in the ground I don't know what else to say but that I'm sorry, that I hurt you this much, that I made you this lonely I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done and said those things to you We want to school to together, I bullied you constantly pushing you down And calling you names, you see. I was the weak one, you weren't Now your dead and absent and I'm present Even though all the times I told you to die, kicking you Punching you, spitting in your eye. I did all that stuff Because I was a horrible guy with pain in my heart because my own home life This song is for those that have committed suicide Because of those that bullied them and made them feel less than human Less then alive, well now they are. Oh God have mercy I sit in my room, dialing your number And writing down your last words to me on a piece of paper To make myself remember that I helped take your life With you lying in bed with that bloody knife Your words keep echoing in my head That I wouldn't be sorry if you wound up dead I guess shouldn't told you to prove it, told you to end it, told you to do it Now I am sitting here crying in my room Knowing that your family is crying too Knowing I deserve more then a slap on the wrist from the principal saying I'm sick for bullying you, for bullying you, for bullying you, for bullying you If I could take back all the words I said to you and all the things I've done I would do it in a millisecond, in a heartbeat, in a blink Believe that But don't believe what they say, don't believe the bullies Believe what I am about say to you now You are not alone, you will never be alone, you are loved You will never be not loved and you are worth it, so worth it If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts or actions, please call 1-800-273-8255 Please... please don't be like the victim in this song Stay Strong