Demons in the Dark

Recently I've been questioning life Wanna cut my fucking throat with the knife I'm begging please fucking open your eye Think I might genuinely wanna die And join all the lost ones up in the sky Never have been, never will be that guy Wake up every morning start with a sigh Don't look at me and ask "wait what why" I swear to god man I'm really trying Why all these people man just stay lying Playing with my thoughts of fucking dying Sometimes man I feel so numb And sometimes I feel so dumb These girls make me feel like a bum Drown my feelings with some rum Playing with all my demons in the dark That's where I found music and found that spark Remember playing in that goddamn park Sorry I was talking to the voices These fuckers give me no other choices So fucking tired of the loud noises I don't know how long I can keep going Without any of the damn pain showing Probably leave with nobody knowing (I can't keep doing this man, I don't feel like myself anymore) (Why the f*ck do I feel like this man) (I fucking hate it)