Hi Mom!

(I just wanna say before this song kicks off) (Mom I love you and this is in no way meant to throw shade) (But there's a lot of things on my mind right now) (Milton play the beat) There were days that I used to rely on her And even some days that I would cry on her Never in this damn life would I lie on her You put me in places I shouldn't be Seen so much shit I shouldn't have to see Haven't been happy since the age of three At sixteen I was living in the street Begging and pleading shit I'm on my knee If there is a damn god answer my plea Around fucking junkies that are all strung out Not many people know what my life about Remember the day fucking scream and shout Yelling so damn loud my eyes started to spout Was calling up my aunt started a new route Not doing none of this for the fucking clout Just wanna watch the new me finally sprout Hi Mom why it get like this This song not a fucking diss Shit it's the old you that I miss Mind feels like a damn abyss Please I want the old you back Not one hanging around crack Provide me with the strength lack Wanna see your life back on track That's the day we started to get distant Didn't give up I'm being persistent Tried to pretend the drugs nonexistent For people wondering she's heard my song Hope it makes up for all the rights I wrong Mom I hope you know I try to stay strong But I been doing it for too damn long My fucking brain too fried from hitting the bong You should've made it when I graduated Over the phone you had congratulated 18 fucking years that I had waited I don't blame you even tho I'm frustrated If you ever wonder why I'm a mess Look here now you don't fucking have to guess Because my life been filled with so much stress Over the years I started to feel less Hi Mom why it get like this This song not a fucking diss Shit it's the old you that I miss Mind feels like a damn abyss (I don't believe I'm a bad person) (And if I am I apologize, if in any, way, shape or form) (I fucked you up) (I didn't mean to) (And if I did (That's my mistake to deal with) (I love you) (It's alright mom) (I love you and miss you) (Thank you for being there when it counted most) (Even when you made mistakes)