Medicine

(So this song was kinda my alternative to suicide) (So every lyric, every bar, has a meaning) (So listen very very closely) Yeah I wanna die cause I didn't take my medicine The devil wanna talk but I don't wanna let him in Yeah I wanna die cause I didn't take my medicine (Take my medicine) Devil wanna talk but I don't wanna let him in (Don't wanna let him in) Keep putting up these walls don't know how he's getting in (How he getting in) I can't keep fighting anymore now he's settled in (Now he's settled in) Hate the fact he living in my brain Every day he putting me in pain Take my feelings and throw it down the drain Felt so damn good when I was on that plane Why does it feel like I'm stuck in the rain He tying me down it's tight like a chain Life hit hard feeling hit me like a train I just wanna get the f*ck outta Maine Yeah I wanna die cause I didn't take my medicine (Take my medicine) Devil wanna talk but I don't wanna let him in (Don't wanna let him in) Keep putting up these walls don't know how he's getting in (How he getting in) I can't keep fighting anymore now he's settled in (Now he's settled in) Every day I fight off these demons (These demons) Yeah they come and go without any reasons (Any reasons) My emotions changing like the seasons (The seasons) They treat me and my boys like we heathens (Like we heathens) (Oh my god bro, what the f*ck) (This song is actually gas, what the f*ck) (I actually made a banger) (Oh my)