They Say I'm Too Skinny

Mascara all over my face Here I go again It wasn't my intention But you noticed once again I am fading away In front of your eyes Starving for a whole day Without knowing it It's the devil in disguise I figured it out And yet I still Let him in all the time The empty look inside my eyes Is helping me realise This is what relapsing Looks and feels like The whole day passes by And I am wondering Why am I so weak (Why am I so weak) I don't feel a thing Only slight burning In my stomach All those days, all those nights Thousands of tears Coming from my eyes Rolling down my face It wasn't my decision To go for this kind of diet It's more serious than I admit But I don't care And you don't understand It's like fighting with air It hurts me when you look at me Like I am sick And I should be treated (Oh no) The whole day passes by And I am wondering Why am I so weak (Why am I so weak) I don't feel a thing Only slight burning In my stomach All those days, all those nights Thousands of tears Coming from my eyes Rolling down my face Once again In the evening I remember I ate nothing How do I keep living like this? I know it hurts you I'm sometimes too much to take But when you check in with me The answer's something I cannot fake My pretty face is melting With all those tears coming down My face The whole day passes by And I am wondering Why am I so weak (Why am I so weak) I don't feel a thing Only slight burning In my stomach All those days, all those nights Thousands of tears Coming from my eyes And you catch them every time