At the Bottom

Every time I close my eyes I'm in this dark room with your hands on me I wish for the past to be erased But can't see a way out of here I'm lost I'm broken Without the pain And I hope to see you back again One day the pain will be quiet And I hope that you remember me I'm you from the past before all the weight of the world Took away your innocence I still hope that you remember me I close my eyes I can see the ceiling I close my eyes Can I see the stars? I can feel the end of this nightmare I can hear the waves I can smell the ocean I can see him I can feel this love I've dreamt of an empty mind Memories gone Past erased I can't decide it's better knowing I can't live this way Come with me at the bottom I've failed myself I've failed all of us